was making lunch for my son this morning. very small grains of macaroni, with an egg cooked into it. he lvoes it.
so i'm spooning it into a container for him to bring to school and a couple of grains got on my finger. without thinking about it, i ate it. i realized what i was doing as soon as i did it. it was so natural and thoughtless. scary. anyway, it was so small that it won't make a difference - probably less than half-a-gram - but those are the kind of habits that I have to stop.
cravings were pretty bad last night. i once again went to bed hungry. after 9 days on this, i thought by now the cravings would be getting more manageable. but it's turning out that the opposite is true.. they're getting worse! i do know that they'll eventually go away.. so i'm wondering if maybe i just have to get over this hump.
but man, i miss stuffing myself silly with macaroni.